The Rainbow Scribe
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Can You "Swallow" This Pill?
By now, many of us are awakened to the fact that one, these journeys to Earth are nothing but visits to the most prestigious school in the Universe and two, that one of the main courses is Love 101. Sounds simple enough but at least for me it’s been one of my hardest classes. Through several semesters, I’ve struggled not only with self-love but with loving those who seem to have shown up like the hoodlums from the surrounding rough schools that would start arriving shortly before the bell rang for no other reason than to have fun torturing and abusing those who least expected it.
It’s no secret that I read a lot. It’s my most favorite thing to do when I finally sit still. I don’t read novels or non-fiction. I’ve never been drawn to the little paperbacks with the bare-chested Fabio-type men on the covers that my sisters, mom and friends used to insist I would love. I’m not saying there is anything wrong with those books or those who enjoy them. I admit, I’ve never been one good at relaxing, having fun and/or escaping which is how they would describe their time with those books to me.
Being pulled to what I would describe as many “soul books” I’ve come across one thing over and over again. First let me tell you what I mean by “soul book.” Those are books that are about past life regression, near death and life-between life experiences; books where the author is either speaking from first hand experience with being out of body and in another dimension for a time, or where he or she is reporting the stories of others. Either way the messages brought back are always so similar if not being repeated over and over again that one can’t help believing there is truth to much of what is “brought back.”
The other day I not only came across one of those “truths” yet again, but for the first time was able to feel that I had finally “swallowed” the “pill.” More surprising than that was to notice that I no longer choked trying. This time I smiled while I realized it had “gone down” very smoothly. At that moment I realized that I had finally passed my own exam; the one I had set up long before arriving here yet again.
The latest “messenger,” Tony Stubbs, whose name actually came to me in a dream weeks before the “phone call” as I have come to call it said it this way:
“You-the-soul choose the other players in your incarnation’s drama from your soul group of maybe a thousand other souls, who also choose you to play ‘bit parts’ in theirs. Those you choose to cause you the greatest harm are your closest and most trusted soul buddies, for they love you enough to create karma by their actions. Just as a school child goes through the series of semesters with the same group of students and forms deep friendships, you meet up with incarnations of the same group of souls in each lifetime. You have close friends and others you hardly know.”
If you’re like me and many others you also choked on the part that once again says those who hurt us most each lifetime in reality also love us the most; beyond belief or comprehension of our 3D minds. Each time I would come across that in a book that my soul was enjoying and agreeing with page after page, that message was like the scratch on the record. (Google “vinyl records” if you were born after CD’s) I would suddenly be snapped out of the trance of reading, learning and remembering what my soul knew as many truths, into one of two places-not being sure if I believed that statement fully or one of worry that I might never be able to be at peace with that idea. Right away I could think of those who have hurt my heart most deeply this lifetime and it was very hard to imagine that they might, on a soul level, even love me more than those who have been so easy to love and accept love from. It was hard to do what it is said Yeshi (Jesus) reminded us to do which is to “turn the other cheek.” Instead I would maybe put my feet more firmly in the ground trying to reassure myself that the lesson was to learn to stand up for myself; to not “let” others hurt me over and over again or take advantage of my ability to forgive over and over again.
This many soul books later I am able to look at that list of people whose names came up within an instant before were now on a very different list; a list of those I have come to not only love but believe really do love me beyond any words I could find. This many books later I am able to finally believe that I not only chose them to play each role as perfectly as they have for my “studies,” but that they are doing and being exactly what I asked; down to the every last detail. How did I finally get to this wonderful place? By looking back to how far I’ve come and how much I’ve grown due to the hellish places of emotion I’ve been not only forced to go, but have also to pull myself out of. If there is one thing I’ve always known for sure it is that I am not one to “throw in the towel.” I’m not saying it’s been easy or that I am a tough ass as I have sat in many puddles of tears, boogers and tissue while learning and growing. I just, now on the other side of so much, can see the reasons for each and every “deed” that had me sure I had reincarnated with more souls who hated me than those of my soul family. I can now look around and consider the possibility that I really am loved beyond belief by ALL who cross my path regardless of how it might look and feel at first glance.
Speaking of that cool hippie dude of the past whose ideas were so radical he pissed people off left and right (Ah, a man after my own heart…), I realized as I read this same message about that deep soul love for the “umpteenth” time, that I finally knew what he meant when he said “Love thy neighbor as thyself.” Or better yet, I realized I finally knew how that could feel. Now that I truly do love those who at one time were nothing but sources of pain and/or anger (whether or not we have actually made peace face to face or not in the physical) and can think of them with a smile and sense of deep gratitude, I feel immense love for myself. Yes, as I “love” my “neighbor,” I am blessed with the feeling of love for myself that bounces right back and envelopes my entire being.
Forgiveness comes easy when we finally wake up to the fact that we were never victims of anything or anyone. We are all instead connected to the Oneness of the game/stage/school with the same One goal: To find and recognize ourselves in each other through the One thing we all have in common which is the quest to know and be nothing but Love while IN a 3D “meat suit.”
I have yet to sit down and share the many “hearings” that I’ve had since the “phone call” but just as I was about to date and close this writing, I was reminded of one that I found scribbled on a piece of paper just the other day. I found a little pile of notes that are waiting to be unscrambled (night scribbles while half asleep) and transferred permanently to my journal. I now believe for sure that it was Yeshi who whispered the below suggestion in my ear (when I was learning all about diet and making huge changes) since I just got the feeling again that it was him who just reminded me to go grab it. Guess his ears were ringing as I talked about him.
And my favorite hippie dude said:
“Clean not so much the body, but the Heart.”
He then walked away munching on some organic granola I’m sure.
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THINKING ABOUT NOT THINKING
SO MUCH
I feel like I want information. How's that for being programmed? Instead of feeling confident about just 'winging it' from here on in, I keep finding myself seeking information. Guideposts, maps, travelogs...anything. I don't feel lost exactly...well, I guess I don't feel lost at all. Stalled maybe. Like I'm standing here at the turnstile and I'm not sure which way to go next. I reckon I've got my 'ticket'...I'm just not too sure of what or where it's a ticket TO.
There's a certain lassitude that comes with being here. It's not quite I don't care...it's more like I've left the caring part up to...hmmm...well, I have no idea who, now that I think about it. It feels a bit like all sorta stuff is happening on a 'higher level' but my poor 3D personality/mind self isn't privy to the details.
Of course in situations like this the 3D mind shoots off into overdrive and tries to think it's way through. I've been spending quite a bit of my time telling mind to just relax and enjoy the ride...that it's not required right now. It works too, for awhile. But as soon as I remove my attention, mind hops in again and starts spinning scenarios. Lousy scenarios usually. Mind seems to get stuck in 3D 'stuff'. Why is that do you suppose? I mean why is it that no matter how much work we do with ourselves, our 3D brain/mind's programming never seems to change?
Think. Think. Think.
And a whole lotta the time it seems to want us to think about unlovely stuff. You'd think that as we move into our multidimensionality and into our authentic selves more
and more that 3D mind would have some sorta 'shift' too. Doesn't seem to work that way though...well,
at least not yet. 3D mind still wants to revert to old programming any chance it gets.
I received an email from Karen Bishop...probably many of us did. She's talking about her new site. Said something about nothing spiritual or metaphysical will be on the new site.
I wonder what WILL be on the site. Maybe she is gonna have some info for the next phase of the game? Don't see how we are gonna NOT need our spiritual or metaphysical selves along though. In fact, I don't think metaphysical stuff even IS meta anymore.
I mean we understand so much it actually has become physical. Whole buncha folks don't see that, but I think most of us here have begun to see, even with our 3D eyes, how our planet is making her renewal. Sometimes the birth pangs are painful to watch. It gets real important to remember what's going on here, or the 3D stuff can scare the crap outta ya.
I'm thinking I might make an invention. It's cold as all get out outside, and the wind is howling. Gonna need something to do inside today anyway. Gonna invent a 3D Brain Box. A place to stick my 3D mind/brain when it gets ideas about running away with the rest of us. Probably be something similar to the ego cage I used ages ago. I hardly ever have to talk to ego these days. Yeah, now and then it pops up...but it's such a 'red flag' event, ego never gets much 'game time' before it's red carded on outta there. Now I need a similar situation for my 3D brain. It's so bloody busy all the time. Rolling on and on and on and never even realizing it's spinning about in silly circles about half the time. Well, maybe even more than half...I'm giving myself a break here.
I'm tired of thinking. That pretty much says it all. I want to locate the OFF button on 3D thinking. I haven't though, thus the 3D Brain Box. When I caged ego early on in the process I wasn't very...well...kind I guess. I built an actual cage...utiliarian and not much else.
Later on I upgraded the cages, until ego now has a resort island to escape to when it feels itself getting 'outta hand'. I'm gonna give 3D mind a really nice box. Jewel incrusted maybe. Lottsa bling and sparkle to keep it occupied when it's in there. Maybe a widescreen TV so it can watch all the 3D news and wallow around in it. Gotta make it soundproof...3D mind LOVES to squawk really loud about stuff. Gotta make it comfy so it will wanna stay in there. I'm thinking I might make a 'light box' actually. Maybe mind will accidently absorb some extra enlightenment while it's in there.
That'd be a nice side benefit.
I reckon it would be a safe bet that some folks find me fanciful...even downright silly. I mean not everyone builds cages for their ego...or brain boxes...or any of the other things I've 'created' along the way to here to serve as my ascension tools. That's OK, I don't mind what other folks think. I do, though, feel kinda sorry for folks who DON'T create their world around them moment by moment. Life would be dead boring if I just stuck to the 3D elements and didn't play around with my multidimensional 'super hero powers'.
I dunno about anyone else, but it's been a long, hard, slog to here. I feel that I've earned my powers...all the gifts I've received along the way. I'm not one bit backward or shy about using them. My place is absolutely cluttered
with my multidimensional stuff. I have protective bubbles, and light grids, and soil energizers, various and sundry magics, molten gold love energy flows. I guess over the years I've built up quite a collection of creations. Course nobody but me sees them, or even knows they are there.
But what does that matter? They work.
I guess what I really want...that something that's...ummm...not pushing exactly...more like tugging my
coat tails, trying to get my attention...is to live there. ALL the time. I want to BE there, where I CAN see all those things. Yeah, that feels right. I want to move completely and totally into that world where we are not limited by our 3D perceptions/senses. Hmmm...blast! Maybe I need to build
more than just a brain box...maybe I need to construct a 'patience station' as well. I just realized that part of where I'm coming from is impatience. Hardly a big surprise I guess. I EXCEL at impatient.
It's like I can almost see it from here. Almost hear the special tones, feel the higher vibrations in the very air around me. It's so close I can taste the magic on the air. Sometimes I think it's already here. Sometimes I can even FEEL it here. For moments I AM there. Then 3D mind speaks up
again, and like letting the air outta a balloon. It wooshes upward just beyond my conscious reach again.
I've spent a fair amount of time anchoring New Earth to the physical planet. I wonder why I didn't think to anchor MYSELF at the same time. You know, sneak in a really sturdy anchor cable so I wouldn't HAVE to battle my 3D programming to just BE in New Earth.
When I get this brain box finished, well, I reckon that's one more impediment outta the way. I can learn to be more and more in New Earth until I finally just stay there. All the time. Yeah, I like the sound of that. I can start there...patience station can wait. Hopefully quietly and calmly.
yarra
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Do You Sense It?
Beloved Blessings ~
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Guidance has been sharing for the past few days … in many ways ~ physically, mentally, emotionally …. NEW EYES … and the feeling of “imminence” and then today … the crop circle … looks like a “Dimensional Eye”!
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We are beginning to SEE ALL Spaces around us … through our Awakened NEW EYES …
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Have you just been in a quiet space and allowed yourself and vision to “wander” / “wonder”? What do you SEE? And how does it affect the way you feel?
For me? It feels surreal and the visual effects that I am able to see are truly MAGIC … this is what it is to SEE through the VEIL … of course, Great Spirit brings to our SoulSpace precisely what we are able to “handle” or grasp …realizing too much, could be overwhelming for us.
I invite you to try this …
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We are moving in and at accelerated speeds away from the density of the 3rd dimension … we are moving into these higher states of awareness quickly and with such ease and grace. It can happen at anytime … when I am in a calm and relaxed state of BEingness … not so much meditative … just CALM and QUIET ~ soft breathing … it is a state of absolute Joy!
And YOU KNOW … you KNOW you are THERE!
It is Here for each and every Soul ~
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It is such an exciting time to be here and to be aware and awake ~ OPEN your NEW EYES and FEEL the MAGIC!
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Share with me … how are you feeling and flowing ~
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My Heart ♥
shares
ONLY L♥VE
courtland
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SUN FLARES
by JAN ISTARA Ackerman 6-18-2009
Sun flares light up sky ethers,
drift on air currents,
surf on sea green waves,
and sweetly fall to Mother Earth,
uniting into ONEness
the elements of life.
Sun Light warms sandy beaches
and huge rock formations,
spills through shimmering leaves,
awakening the meadowlark to sing,
the buffalo to graze and wolf cubs to play.
Sun rays descend,
blessing the crowns of all races.
The red, yellow, black and white are
baptized as ONE world family.
Celestial Light Beings,
cosmic Family Members and
enlightened Masters walk forth
hand in hand upon this land,
to minister to the highest good of all.
They surrender to Divine Wisdom, the
Holy inner Source found in all creation.
Together with Creator, they wrap a grid
of Love-Light around our spinning planet.
Sun Light encourages the family
to sing and dance,
discover and expand,
soar and explore
the CREATOR within self ,
as wholeness and healing rays shine
forth on this Summer Solstice night.
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to visit my blog VISION STAR
for more poem messages.
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You Are Not Someone's 'Little Project'
There are teachers and there are those who teach. What is the difference you might ask? It is simple yet at the same time enormous. If you follow your gut and your own intuition you will know early on when you are not so much a “student” about to learn much that is valuable to you and this lifetime, but instead a “little project” for another.
Some teachers, and many with good intentions, are looking to get more from you then they will be giving. There is a lacking that you will be fulfilling. It may be financial, it may be emotional, it may even be egotistical. Notice, we said “some” not all.
There are then “those who teach.” Some “who teach” do not even consider themselves teachers as they do not have a plan or a goal. There is no curriculum and no levels for you to achieve. Instead, they invite you into their space to hear where they have been, what they have done, and what has or has not worked for them. You are then free to take in or not take any of what is shared. You can then take a moment to “try it all on” so to speak to see if it “fits.” If not, you discard. If so, you wear out into the SunShine of your life knowing you have found something that you were indeed looking for; a piece of the puzzle that is You.
You are no one’s “little project” and the moment you feel you are looked upon that way, know you have the power to walk away as quickly as the blink of an eye. Know that what might not be right for you, has not made it “wrong.” It is just not a kernel that will feed you; not food for “your” soul.
If you want to be anyone’s “little project” be your own. Bask in the Joy of knowing that You would never steer YourSelf wrong, nor would you take advantage of your vulnerability while you are learning and searching. Instead, you will have the best “teacher” and friend walking beside you each and every step of the way-free of charge, and free of strings.
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